How incredibly honest songs can be. How outward and forthright. I wish I could be that honest with him. I wish I could look him in the eyes and fully explain just how much pain I’m in because of him. There are other people, other men in fact, that love me far more than he has the capacity to express. I’m not looking for grand gestures. I’m not looking for perfection wrapped in a nice little bow or even a promise of forever. I’m looking for his walls to settle, maybe just a tad. I’m looking for his words to be slightly softer and his feelings for me more defined. Not to the world; just to me. All you have to do is be honest with me, nothing more, nothing less.

I’m not looking to be your world. I’m just looking to be a part of your life; if only for a moment.

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