i saw all my old friends from high school last night. it was disheartening to be honest. i looked at these people that i once couldn’t see myself living without and couldn’t wait to get away. they were different human being entirely, but in all fairness, as am i. some of their old qualities shone through this newly acquired “adult” skin, but most of what i saw, i didn’t really like.

what hurt the most was my oldest friend, she and i were inseparable. i listened to her drone on about this new boy she’s with and i realized how different she was. how childish and immature she had somehow become from her years at school. it wasn’t that she was talking about a boy, we always used to do that. it was her self-absorption, her utter lack of the rest of the world that surrounded her.

who was this girl? because i surely didn’t recognize her.