I don’t really have anything left to say. People keep falling away, and I just don’t want to stop them. It doesn’t even hurt like I feel like it should. Who am I to hold onto? There’s not much left. I guess I’m just writing this so I can look back and see if I was right or not. If I meant that I don’t hurt. Sometimes it just takes a little while, then the numb goes away and I feel that pain that should have been there from the beginning.

Well happy new year. Here’s to hurting less and barely caring.